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Tuesday, 03 March 2009

  • First Impression

    Some children know how to love so simply,

    not with tears, like grown ups do.

    Some children know how to love so peacefully,

    not with rage that adults do.

    Some children love so wholesome and unmarked,

    not like the tethered hearts of old,

    who forget what it is,

    to step blindly into fate,

    and be brought back with amazing tales,

    that can only leave the warmth,

    the only way some children know how to.

    Yet, some children don't know love,

    don't understand it or even care.

    Why it's magic is so coveted,

    and without it, leads despair.

    Some children learn love to be something of an agreement;

    rather, complying with the presented,

    which often times, after time,

    leaves a party or two resented.

    Some children believe and learn that love is a tangible object,

    broken china- bruised eyes- ripped pictures- burned clothes

    But in any event; blissful, indifferent, or sad,

    they must embrace it, whatever 'love' experience they had.

    Even though many loves and different loves may come into some child's life,

    the initial exposure to love, will last.

    We all don't understand, we can only get but one,

    impression that is difficult to pass.

Monday, 19 January 2009

  • The House That Lessons Built

    There are,

     Imperfections in the pavement

    There are, cracks in my foundation

    There is a breeze that breaks the warmth

    Within the heart of my elation

    There is water damage around the windows

    And an infestation in the walls

    There are cricks and creaks along the stairwell

    When hardship starts to call

    Missing tiles in the foyer

    Dim lights along the hall

    Cracking paint in the study

    Where loneliness tends to fall

    But there,

    Embedded in the earth

    Is the support needed to sustain

    Some renovations to this vessel

    With the hope that perseverance will remain

    Because regardless of the flaws I have

    And the mistakes I tend to make

    The days will turn to nights without me being ready

    To rectify those faults and keep my aspirations steady

    But when I wake from captivity

    I will then be able to see

    That remarkable aspect about what I have;

    The ability to obtain

    Some wisdom and the aid needed to

    Get up, rebuild, place my foot, and start my journey once again.

Sunday, 04 January 2009

  • love must be able to sustain and persevere

    all of the criticism that falls upon its ear.

    forever alive yet adapting to the conditions of a unique pair

    love must be abiding, although not always fair.

    in the matter of a moment, where a skeptic is at ease,

    a glimpse of the changeling entity begins to impede

    the thoughts, the certainty

    the absolute dynamics of a situation gone astray

    but it will never leave those two hearts;

    syncopated, without delay.

Friday, 02 January 2009

  • Silence marks the crowded room,

    Obsession overloads the mind.

    Wrapped up in the thought of a wholeness,

    Only two can find.

    Time passes as desire begins to Loom,

    Reality is the only sustainer to a magnitude of this kind.

    Present in all its boldness,

    It leaves all precedence to be blind.

    Steps made forward is the breath,

    That yearning likes to make.

    The  everlasting inclination,

    To fill the body’s void,

    Comes lurking into time and space.

    A preferential effect,

    That encourages to taste and to touch,

    All the sentiments of attraction.

    And the proclivity to such a feeling

    That keeps you wanting more,

    Is a curiosity piquing

    An interest we can now restore…

Friday, 26 December 2008

  • Patient

    I could be the most patient person I know, given the situation and circumstances...but there is a difference between the man who stands at the bus stop and the man who stands in the middle of a plot of grass in the park; that has beaten and paved paths. I could wait forever if I knew what I wanted would come in a matter of time, like the man at the bus stop; ask him what he waits for and he could say I'm waiting for the M2 to take me downtown, from there I'll get off and then... As for the man on the lawn, well for all anyone worth wanting to feed curiosity could say is that he looks as if he is waiting for a purple UFO to come land on a dime and open its doors to release some form of life that we don't know we didn't know yet. Just the same, its near impossible, or impractical to wait around for something so far fetched. So if you ask me to be patient, I will, but I've gotta know what I'm waiting for, I'd like to be the man at the bus stop, knowing where he wants/needs to go and not the man on the lawn- that mode is alright for less important aspects of life, but with things that will take up so much time...  Even though I don't want to be the man waiting in the lawn I think of 'The Incredibles' after a young kid sees Mr. Incredible lift the family car over his head, he passes by the house again and waits to see what Mr. Incredible will do, Mr. Incredible says to a young kid 'WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR!?', the kid responds...'I don't know, something amazing, I guess'.

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